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I think
a lot of your antagonism comes from fear. I don't join in, but naming
it spurs me on, and I can't overthrow it either... It's easy to be strong to
the strong and weak to the weak. I want to lower the intensity to a
level I can manage, only slowly ramping it up. I don't know… Maybe
just trying and getting it wrong, seasons changing, experience, and
other people's stuff can all come together. And regret. I go over the
past and observe and analyze. I wonder if ego has such power because
of its pivotal role in the production of passion? I need more
temperance to exist in the right place. How long you've been a
certain way, and the conditions that led to your present state make
you greedy, a protagonist? It was so hard to hold these thoughts that I became useless for a few days. I hope that the rest of life will be
naturally obtained by giving up greed!
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